There are numerous things I can't tolerate lately. I don't know why, but it seems the older I get the less I can handle people's bullshit. And yes, this may be offensive to some, but if you don't like it, don't read it. Also, I am allowed to have my opinion. Anyway, I'm so tired of people who get away with everything and I'm bending over backwards to make it decent. They're just trying to get me in trouble. Also, people who tell me they're afraid to try new things. For example, cutting their hair. Ok, it's JUST hair! Besides, it's dead anyway. I swear, it grows back. Maybe that's just a pet peeve. LOL! I'm just tired of people telling me one thing and doing another. I can't handle people much anymore. It's kinda aggravating and probably why I don't have any close, close friends. My bad.
I realize people want to be around people who are fun and easy going. Trust me, I can be all those things. But, I like honesty and people I can have a conversation with. Do you ever think we dumb ourselves down to someone else's level when we realize they don't get what we're saying? I know I do. It's mean, in a way, but I'm not gonna explain myself over and over. I cannot tolerate lying either. Once I find out I feel like an idiot because I believed you in the first place. Also, I can't trust you again. That just hurts.
Also, I have finally come to the realization that life is to short to waste time doing shit I don't want to do. I like my job, so I still do it. But, I went out with friends tonight and as I was sitting there, doing nothing, I realized, "I don't want to be here at all. This is so boring and not my scene." It wasn't the people I was with, it was just the way I felt. I guess that is what it feels like to "start a new chapter in life" and maybe "grow up a bit." Next thing you know, I'll be having a kid. EEP! NO! LOL!
Which brings me to my next point. I cannot tolerate bratty children. I feel if I have a child and he/she starts acting up, I will go crazy. My patience is so limited these days. I don't understand myself lately. I feel I am going through a big change or stepping stone in life. My priorities are different. I'm finally becoming happy for me.
I have been better at holding my tongue though. There have been instances lately where I just want to say some remark, but I've been doing extremely well with not saying what I want. That just gets you in trouble, Lord knows. Even though, my sarcasm is still alive and well. LOL!
Anyway, I have an intolerance for ignorance. People are stupid. Point blank honesty here, people. I cannot stand people who tell me they hate gays or abortion is wrong, etc... Whatever the hell they want to have a fuss about. First off, it's my life. I can do whatever I want. There should be NO ONE telling me what I can and cannot do. We don't live in Afghanistan. Anyway, why do we judge gay people? There are things in Bible about heterosexuals too. Besides, why do we follow only certain "rules" in it, but not others? That's outdated. Yea, so is worrying about a person's sexuality. It's not a freaking choice and I wish people would get that through their narrow minded skulls!
Also, religion is driving me crazy. There are so many debates on it. That's all fine and great if you believe in God, but please do NOT force it down my throat. Again, MY life, not yours. These Westboro Baptist asshoes are "fudiculous." <---- You like that? Shortened version of Fucking Ridiculous. When saying the "eff word" is just not acceptable. LOL!
Anyway, this is my rant. I apologize if I've offended anyone, but in all reality, I don't try to change your opinions and views. Please don't start something with me by trying to change mine.
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umm...i wonder more and more why we didnt hang out in school? ;) isnt it weird how ppl kinda dont know who the hell they are until AFTER school, and those life-long connections are forged? and one more hypothetical...why is it that suddenly, randomly, we realize we like/dont like/DESPISE some things? Like, i suddenly realized how i hate a particular song, but i continued to listen to it? Idk. ur blogs are rockin my world, tho! more, plz! :D
ReplyDeleteOh, thank you so much! Why didn't we hang out in school more? I always thought you were awesome! And yes, why do we listen to songs we hate? They kinda grow on you after awhile, LOL! And, why do we continue to talk to people that we have "grown out of?" If that makes any sense! Oh, it boggles the mind! LOL! Anyway, next blog post will be soon. :) That makes me feel awesome! :D
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