Introduction to Me.

Ok, here goes.... Take two! I tried this earlier and it wouldn't let me do it correctly, so here I am again. I am new at this. But, I'm gonna try it. I love to write, so this is just wonderful for me. I have been meaning to write a novel, but apparently, my procrastination takes precedence. LOL!  Can we just call that a disease? Sometimes, I feel it is. I realize I need to get shit done, but my mind is always thinking "Oh, I'll do it later. It doesn't need to get done now." And, so on. But, fact of the matter is, I am a smidge lazy. I try and try to do it sooner, even give myself goals, and yet it never works! I always find something more mundane to do. Sometimes, I think I hate myself for that.
Part of the reason I started this blog is because I am desperately lonely. I love my boyfriend (he is a wonderful guy) but I have no girlfriends to really hang out with a lot or even talk to. Everyone's so busy with their lives. Which, I understand completely, but no one calls me or texts me. It just gets lonesome without any girls to talk to about girl stuff. I mean, Shawn tries, but he is male. LOL! I know, I sound whiny at the moment, but I just feel sad. I feel I'm stuck in this small town, this small place. There's not much to do, not much to see, and not much to say about it. I moved away from here. Yea, granted I was in another small town, but we had other places close by. Here, it's like a vast nothingness. LOL.
I also started this blog because I hope eventually I can start writing poetry and my novel stuff on here. Just so you guys can read it and maybe give me some feedback? That'd be great. I love to write. It's one of the things I'm great at. I've always had problems trying to figure out what I'm good at though. It seems most people have natural born talents or have found something they love and excel at. Me? I have yet to figure out how to be an adult, let alone figure out what I truly love to do. Hell, even the boyfriend is good at drawing. Which, btw, I am a horrible artist. I love art, but I like to look at it. I love museums and taking pictures. I finally got a camera, so I am going to take a lot of nature pictures this summer.
I guess this blog is for my brain to dump all those silly thoughts and ideas that creep into this head of mine. Maybe I can figure some shit out and get my mind together. I work a lot. Not enough lately, it seems. I always tell myself I don't want to be one of those people who work their lives away, but it seems to me you gotta make a living somehow. I am finally getting a bit caught up and maybe even ahead a bit. It feels good. I hope it stays like this for awhile.
Anyway, I am going to school. Though, my classes are almost done for this semester. I think I'm going to pass every one of them. That'd be awesome. I'd be super proud of myself. I tell you what though, I know I need and want to go to school, but some days it takes everything in me to actually go. I know to get ahead though, I need this. I want to be a physical therapy assistant, in the least. I prefer physical therapist, but that's six years of school and I don't know how I feel about that. :/
Anyway, that's all my thoughts for the night. Welcome to my blog! I hope you enjoy it. I feel a bit heartfelt lately, haha. Sit down, have a chat, and enjoy. I promise they won't all be like this, but these are my thoughts tonight. Enjoy! :)